I spent quite a bit of time earlier today writing a blog. My goal is to write more often and spend less space on each blog... but i always seem to have way more to say and to spell out than i first intended.
Today was a doozy. Work is about to ruin me, but it keeps me really busy and I dont have much time to think about you and miss you. (i always do anyway.. but the tears dont come when i am busy) I am now in the process of moving all our files and paid bills from 2003 into the back room filing and making new folders for all 7 companies. it is much more work intensive than i first estimated. Oh well, work is work and the pay is needed for my new Louis Vuitton bag and Dolce and Gabbana corset.
I am really tired and have been sleeping alot more than usual the last 2 days. I dont dream at night. I keep hoping that I will dream about you, that you will come to me from heaven and just let me see you... but it hasnt happened.maybe im not ready for it... i dont know.
I have checked my e-mail, listened to the music that i wanted to hear and now i am thinking of just kicking it off and going to bed early.
Good night Chad.
Love you